about the past one month

the mail i send to u..

Dear Chubby Reagan ,

Surprise receive my email?

Actually I got thing to ask you .

But I don’t dare to tell u using talk on the phone

and if message you will disturb you while you are still in school.

I had think this for 2 days so I decided to ask you .

Seriously ..

What am I to you ?

Let me tell you the reason why I ask you this .

For the past one month ..

I feel like am I your friend more than your girlfriend ?

Go out with you u say a lot of people hard to walk if holding hand

but even got no people also no hold hand.

Is okay for this I don’t blame you.

At outside standing close to you ,

U push me away ..

Or you walk far from me.

When I at your house ,

Suddenly your friend call up ask you out and you reject them .

Am I make you feel pei seh that I am your girlfriend?

I met accident yesterday I thought you will ask me am I okay..

But you didn’t ..

Sometime ask you thing you don’t answer me seriously .

And some time your word really hurt me ..

But I keep quite .

And sometime I don’t how you feel or what are you thinking about .

I really want to be with you .

That why I need to tell you how I feel now .

I don’t mean anything and I want to have a long relationship with you .

Are you toying with my feeling?

Last but not least ..

I miss you badly ..

Anything not sure ..

Do ask me ..

I will explain to you .

Love ,

Theodore Jane